The Sheild Comes to a close.

After 6 Years and 7 seasons, Vic Mackey and the Strike team are finally finished on the streets of Farmington. If you dont know what I am talking about, I am referring to the FX show, The Shield. This final season has been a roller coaster of unreal twists and turns, but in my opinion, it was the second best season. Season two was my favorite. This season has shown Vic on top of his game, but the ending left a bitter taste in my mouth. For those of you who watch the show, I think it woul dhave been awesome if Andre 5000 told Tina that Acevada was the one who shot him. After the exchange at the townhall, it could have been possible. I also hate that Dutch and Cludette came out "on top" so to speak, their sanctamonious ways are just so annoying. They should have had Dutch at least have been killed or have him kill that kid. When he arrested Ronnie, he just seemed too glad and judgmental. That annoyed me. This whole show was about Vic coming out on top, obviously after he crossed Ronnie, his family bounced and his job being ripped from him, he didnt come out on top. I would have been thrilled if Vic would have played the "I got full immunity from ICE" card on Shane before he actually confessed it all, maybe Shane buys it. The Vic and Ronnie could have worked with ICE. Dont get me wrong, the Shield is still my favorite all time show, I am just a little bitter about how it ended, it didnt stay true to the actual show. Dutch and Cludette should have been the ones that were made to shock, with some sort of death/wrong doing. Vic could have lost his family and had Shane and his families death on his conscience. It would have stayed true to seven seasons of writing and gave the viewer satisfaction.

Its a birthday, anyway!

Well, I made it, 30. Sometimes, its really hard for me to believe. I used to remember at Christmas time "I will be this age next year" or, when I was young, I would always think to myself what it would be like to be 30, I dont think I ever thought I would be living in Korea. I suppose on the list of eventfulness, this birthday ranks pretty low. I went to work and came home. Looking back on my past three birthdays (thats as far back as I can recall) 2005 was by far the best. It started hanging out with a good friend, then later, 9 others, including one special someone, joined at Ring of Fire for dinner. After that, we all joined up back at Birch for a prefunking, and then ended up at RockNRodeo. Pretty fun for a night in Eugene. Come to think of it, that whole weekend, thursday-sunday was filled with awesome adventure. The next day, Joel, Drew and I went to Track town pizza for dinner, won some stuff, drank widmer and got passes to the Widmer tent for the Civil War game the next day. On saturday we had a civil war brunch that druw and I put together, with Mamosas and everything breakfasty you could think of. We walked to the game and went to the widmer tent around 1030. We drank a few beers in about 15 degree weather, then at halftime of the game ran into some friends and headed over to the NW natural gas tent and closed it. On sunday, Drew joel and I wanted some NFL ball and relaxed. After that we went to the library to try and do some work, but we just kept talking about the past few days.
In 06, It was a bit different, I had a GF who I thought was in love with me, and had about 4 straight days of birthday activities....which honestly, I cant recall what all was done, but I remember it was pretty fun. 07 I spent in Cabarete with my fellow dream staff, didnt do much, the rain was coming down in buckets. and that brings us back to 08. So, I dont have anything too profound to say about this day, or this milestone, thankfully, but I will say I am glad to be around and that says something.

Presidential Election

First and foremost, let me say, I am glad it is over. Obama was elected, so lets hope he can implement the "Change we need" Honestly, I expected him to win. His Campaign was well run and he had more money than God. What I dont understand at this point, is a lot of the Obama supporters arent only happy that they won, they feel they must revel in the demise of Mccain and Palin. Commentators like Olbermann and Marrow have been absolutely loving the fact that only McCain lost, but looked bad doing it. They fail to mention that while Obama preaches change, he hires Washington lifers to his campaign like Biden and Emanuel. Other supporters aren't happy that they won the electoral vote by 2-1, one supporter told me she wished the whole country had gone blue. I sincerely wonder if she even understand what freedom is. Another Obamian told me that my commentary about Obama winning made me a sore loser. I asked him what I had lost, and pointed out to him that Obama asked for his doubters support during his post victory speech. His reply to me was simply thanking me for making his point. I Told him I guess since I wasnt an Obama supporter during the election, I must not be welcome in the USA anymore? I wonder what he would have done had I told he he wasnt welcome because he didnt support Bush.

The point I am trying to make is that Obama supporters think Obama has all the right answers and he is going to save the little guy in the country and around the globe. Who are they kidding? Obama is just another politician, I am almost certain he will do better than Bush, but until this country has a President who is flexible to both sides of the political agenda, we will be a country divided. The last eight years proved that. I dont think you will hear as much about it, because conservatives tend to be a little more toned down when it comes to griping about the state of the union, besides Rush Limbaugh of course. I hope Obama can do a lot of the things he says he can do, repair the economic state, bind strained relations with foreign countries and lower the defense budget, to name a few. I am skeptical about President Elect Obama, but I am willing to give him his due and see if he can turn the ship in a better course. Obama supporters should be happy he won, but reign it in a bit. Good luck to the Obama administration.

Thanks Mom and Dad!

Hey, I want to sincerely thank you guys for letting me crash at your house while I got things worked out for Korea. It really allowed me to relax and feel at home before I left on this journey. I hope that the tile that was broken gets fixed easily, I really hate when that kind of stuff happens while I am taking care of the place. I like to make sure everything is taken care of and clean and in working order. I hope that you guys have a good time in Florida! Come visit me in Korea!

Love you guys!

Tom

Saying goodbye

I have been thinking about you lately, I am not sure how exactly. I still am completely shocked and disappointed in your actions almost two years ago now, but as time passes, I am able to think more kindly about our time together. There is this song, I know you know it..."He caught lightning in a bottle, cursed the day he let it go." I guess thats kind of how I feel, although, It was kind of taken from me rather than me letting it go. I dont really know how to think of our time together at this point, or how I feel about you, because you let me down so badly, but I know that you opened my mind and heart in ways I could have never imagined, and for that, I thank you. You know, she who forgets, is destined to remember. I still remember times and moments we have that I doubt I will ever forget, I can still feel them, in my heart and in my soul, like they had just happened. It really pains me to think that you are out there somewhere and we cannot communicate. I still miss you from time to time, sometimes I look over my shoulder just to remind myself that you arent around, but a lot of the time, I hoped you were.

In the words of Pablo Neruda, "I no longer love her, that it is for certain, but maybe I love her...though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer, and these be the last verses that I write for her."